Joseph A. Capriotti, MD

　　New York, NY

　　Occasionally you might try to sneak out between patients to survey the waiting room. Clinic day is never pleasant for the surgical intern, and you always hope that maybe no one else will show up. Maybe there's a blizzard and everyone decides it's just too dangerous to go outside. Usually not, though, and you peek through the Staff Only door around the corner from the physicians' restroom and the free coffee and count the afternoon's lineup. Every hour or so you may reassess the arrangement of comfortable patients in their cushioned chairs. Eighteen more. Twelve. Seven, then home. Clinic isn't unbearable, but it only resembles what you think of when you think of medicine and try to remember why you wanted to become a physician in the first place. There is no real detective work, no mystery. Almost everyone comes referred with CT scans and full workups and diagnoses already assigned by their primary physician. There's barely any examination to do and you almost always know exactly what the story is from the chart on the door: Patient referred by primary physician for (fill in diagnosis) requiring surgery.
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　　From here the surgery intern does what he knows best: paperwork. There are insurances to check, clearances and consents and confirmations. Maybe someone will need a few more tests to avoid a lawsuit or console the anesthesiologist. There are instructions to go over and over and sign and review again. After 45 minutes the attending may or may not appear, announce the time in his schedule when the case can be slotted in, and then quickly retreat to his office where he can complain about how little he will be paid for the procedure you just spent an hour arranging. So goes clinic day in the large metropolitan US city.
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　　Transfer the same surgical intern from the climate-controlled architecture of the modern US city to a sweltering cinderblock box. Transfer to this village and its adjacent camp of refugees recovering from what the United Nations called the most brutal civil war of the '90s. You are now in Sierra Leone, not far from the Liberian border (where another brutal civil war just officially ended), and you are once again on clinic day. Only you aren't a surgical intern anymore, you are The Doctor and you are not here to do paperwork. There is no paper. When you arrive in the morning there are 50 starving women hovering over emaciated infants, waiting for you. They live next door in the camp, away from the relative wealth of the devastated subsistence agricultural economy in the village. They are the ones lucky enough to have walked here from the Mano River, crossing without being killed by the Liberian army or the Sierra Leonean army or the rebels or the local militia or the gangs of armed children that sprout like weeds in any country that survives a "brutal civil war."

　　The cinderblock box has two rooms and you set up your pharmacy in the first. The pharmacy is donated by well-meaning persons who gather supplies from other well-meaning persons in the United States and other Western countries. It contains many lifesaving items like antibiotics and antimalarials and rehydration salts. It also contains many useless items like colostomy supplies and Chapstick. You set up your office in the second room—a small wooden desk, a steel basin of well water, a keg of soap, a small bag of disposable scalpels, lidocaine, a flashlight, and some gauze pads. You are not sure what you are supposed to do with any of it. The sea of rags and bones swells on the broken benches outside your room.
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　　There is no chart. There is no referral from a primary physician. There is no primary physician. There is no diagnosis neatly packaged and ready to be checked off on the office-visit face sheet. Patients file into the 6 x 6 room and present themselves at the tiny schoolchild's desk behind which sits The Doctor, fresh and white and reeking of health. Sometimes the translator can help decipher what the Sierra Leonean villagers are saying, cobbling together enough Mende or Krio to get out a rough history. There are no translators for the Liberians. Individual histories are impossible to ascertain but the collective story you can guess. You have seen the empty rice sacks and corrugated tin that frames their houses. You have seen the grids of sewage that form their property lines. You have tasted the cassava pap and fetid water that keeps them (barely) alive. You have bathed yourself in designer chemicals and prophylactic antimalarials to fend off the swarms of insects that are the only creatures to have found a paradise here among the sweat and heat and excrement of so many disrupted lives. The path that most took to get to the camp can be estimated as well from the same stories we know from other brutal civil wars. Accused of being rebels by the military and accused of being military by the rebels, these particular Liberians faced a very simple choice: leave for an uncertain future in an unknown place along an unsafe route or stay and die for sure at the hands of whichever group decided first that today was the day to murder everyone in the village.