But I knew he did not need to worry. Even if he was blind,I would always love him and stay with him. However,I decided to talk of other things and make him laugh a little. We talked for many hours that night. When it was time for bed,he asked me, "Jane,there were only ladies in the house where you lived,weren't there?" When I went to bed I was still laughing. "Good!A little jealousy will make him stronger,and not so sorry for himself!" The next day I took him for a long walk. I described the beautiful forest to him,as we sat under a tree. "Tell me,Jane,what happened to you after you left me?" And so I told him my story.He wanted to know all about St.John,my cousin. "This St.John,do you like him?" "He's a serious,religious man,and a very good one.I do like him."